Monthly Archives: February 2012

it doesn’t have to be perfect

Posted on February 27, 2012 by

hold me i collapse back into me over and over and over and over and over over me sea, black, see, i lack the words i lack the heart i lack the eyes betray me see me feel me touch … Continue reading →

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www.indigospider.org “I like”

Posted on February 25, 2012 by

i have to work all day today and tomorrow; so why not go here instead: http://www.indigospider.org/2012/02/24/micropoetry-mix/ such an awesome site for readers and writers alike! have a nice weekend.

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[coherent title HERE]

Posted on February 23, 2012 by

just a WordShuffle today (still feeling uncomfortable with poems). you’ll probably recognize it (or parts of it) as something i’ve rewritten, mashed up, chewed on and then spat back out… side note: the layout template that i’m using for this … Continue reading →

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Joachim Gauck nominated for German Presidency – my thoughts

Posted on February 20, 2012 by

Joachim Gauck was nominated for the German Presidency last night and I couldn’t resist but sniff around what people in the internet would have to say about that. The summary of opinions can be divided into two camps: that of … Continue reading →

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white, lace, dress

Posted on February 16, 2012 by

This whole poetry thing is bringing me right back to some of the obstacles I am facing. A lot of stuff is bubbling up, stuff from the past, stuff about my family, and lots of lesbian sexual fantasies. I don’t … Continue reading →

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juicy fruit

Posted on February 14, 2012 by

Red flag: adult content in this blog! (Like that’s gonna make you teenagers click away from it!) I’m going to give it away: yesterday’s WordShuffle was (vaguely) inspired by the following (boring) video: White Stripes, Just Don’t Know What To … Continue reading →

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Kick me, Baby!

Posted on February 13, 2012 by

Someone on this blog threatened to kick me yesterday and that immediately made me feel better. I am not alone, was the essence of the message. And that feels awesome. That’s why I’m here, willing myself to post to this … Continue reading →

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poetry and I

Posted on February 12, 2012 by

okay, so here is a nice post Carl on stillfugue wrote a while back (and so much better than i could ever do it) about how i feel right now  : creating the dog doo .  [read that post first … Continue reading →

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ok, so…poems

Posted on February 12, 2012 by

nevermind. i deleted it. the garbage, the post that was here before. just a nice song today: ————————————- Keith Jarrett: The Köln Concert: Part II C (1975)   …this makes me love life so very very much! have a beautiful … Continue reading →

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yey, poetry!

Posted on February 11, 2012 by

We’ve reached the chapters on poetry in my writing course. Oh, this will come easy to me! By the time you’ve read the poem I wrote below (my first in a veeeeery long time), you will be convinced that I … Continue reading →

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2012

Posted on February 8, 2012 by

I know I’m a bit late in the game. But here is my New Year’s resolutions list. It’s mostly a verbose wave of love and gratitude for all that I have (and that is a lot!) and some (barely) veiled … Continue reading →

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i am quiet because ….

Posted on February 5, 2012 by

….. have to take care of Leo, do homework, pack for the move…and sleep. so yeah, i won’t be writing much these days. i have a mountain of things to do. and Leo hasn’t been at nursery school; he’s home … Continue reading →

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